Caitlyn Jenner Talks Feeling Comfortable With Herself in I Am Cait Clip
08/07/2015 AT 08:00 PM EDT
Home is where the heart is, but for Caitlyn Jenner, home comes at a price.
In a sneak peek of the next I Am Cait episode on E!, Jenner discusses how the attention from paparazzi at her Malibu home has been driving her "crazy".
Caitlyn talks about the pressure of being in the spotlight while enjoying a road trip to Northern California with her girlfriends, including pal Candis Cayne.
"I am really enjoying the peace and quiet up here," she says. "It is so nice to be free. In L.A. I have the media coming after me and there is no privacy, and hey, I get it. I'm doing this very publicly so I can understand that. But it also can drive you crazy. I don't want to go back home."
In the preview of Sunday's episode, Jenner, 65, expresses to her friends that she is "extremely comfortable" to be away from home – to the point that it scares her.
"I've been comfortable by myself my entire life," Jenner said. "This trip, I've been not at my house, I've been out, feeling extraordinarily comfortable being myself – and to be honest with you, it's scary, because I'm already thinking I don't want to go back there."
I Am Cait airs Sunday at 8 p.m. on E!