William Shatner Recalls 'Agony' After Losing Wife to Addiction and How Leonard Nimoy Helped Him Move On
02/22/2016 AT 07:15 PM EST
The actor came home one night in 1999 and found his wife naked and unconscious at the bottom of their pool, with authorities saying alcohol contributed to the accidental drowning. Shatner and Nerine, a former model, were wed two years before her death. It was Shatner's third marriage.
On SiriusXM's Tell Me Everything, the Star Trek star told host John Fugelsang that no one can understand the agony an addict goes through.
"I don't understand the agony. I am empathetic to the agony. I am in agony myself, not about drinking ... but whatever my agonies are," Shatner said.
He said that his Star Trek costar Leonard Nimoy, who struggled with addiction during his life, helped Shatner try to pick up the pieces after his wife's death.
"Leonard helped me try to understand, Yes, agony belongs to all of us. Agony is party of the soul," said Shatner, 84. "Somebody who hasn't felt agony hasn't lived. Hasn't participated in what life is. But there is a special agony for somebody who wants to give up the addiction and can't. The shame that they must feel. The self-degradation."
Shatner opens up about his wife's death and his relationship with Nimoy in his new book Leonard: My Fifty-Year Friendship with a Remarkable Man.
Tell Me Everything airs weekdays (2:00 p.m. ET_ on SiriusXM’s Insight channel 121.