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- May 18, 2009
- Vol. 71
- No. 19
Happy at Last
Monica Seles Reveals in a New Memoir Her Secret Weight Struggle and How She's Finally Found Peace
Today you'd never guess she ever had such fears. The 35-year-old stunner has dropped the weight and is so confident in her body that she showed it off on Dancing with the Stars last season. It was a struggle, however, to get there. In her new book Getting a Grip on My Body, My Mind, My Self, the former champ, who retired from tennis last year, lays bare her nine-year battle with binge eating, the long-term effects of the stabbing and how she finally found peace. "It's amazing that she can share and be so open to show the world how vulnerable she was at one point," says tennis great and good friend Martina Navratilova.
A tennis phenomenon from the former Yugoslavia, Seles burst onto the tennis scene in 1988 with a ferocious will and two-handed forehand. She moved to Florida at 13 to train, leaving behind family and friends, despite speaking only little English. "There was loneliness and the extreme pressure of winning every day," she says. Still, she thrived, winning her first Grand Slam at 16, soon displacing Steffi Graf as the world's top player.
Then on April 30, 1993, Günter Parche, a crazed Graf fan, stabbed Seles in the shoulder with a nine-inch boning knife during a tournament in Germany (see box). "My life changed forever," she says. (Parche never served a jail sentence after a judge found him "mentally diminished.") Just weeks later Seles was still recovering mentally and physically when she received devastating news: Her father, Karolj Seles, was diagnosed with prostate cancer. "It was a double whammy," she says. "My father was dying. What can I do?"
Seles stopped playing and sank into depression. She found comfort vegging in front of the TV and inhaling ice cream and big bags of potato chips. "Food was my coping mechanism," she says. After her father died in 1998, she realized, "I wasn't happy in any part of my life. I had great control with tennis. But not with this. This was so much stronger. It was the one thing I couldn't control."
In 1995 she returned to tennis. At 165 lbs., the 5'10" Seles tried to hide her weight under baggy clothes. Nights of 4,000-calorie snacks were followed by grueling six-hour workouts: a cycle she couldn't stop. Tabloids called her "fatso" and compared her unfavorably to such younger players as Anna Kournikova. "I just wanted to feel attractive," Seles says.
In 2003 she gave up strict dieting and punishing trips to the gym and adopted a gentler approach, with more walking and eating in moderation. Over two years she eventually shed 35 lbs. (from her top weight of 178 lbs.) and friends say she's finally learned to relax. "She is easier on herself and allows herself to enjoy her life now," says tennis commentator Mary Joe Fernandez. Since she stopped playing, Seles spends much of her time taking pictures (her favorite hobby) and volunteering with the North Shore Animal League America and youth groups that encourage girls to play sports. For now, she says, "I'm at a very happy place in my life."
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