Lily Allen at Glamour Awards in London
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06/04/2008 AT 01:20 PM EDT
Lily Allen is expressing remorse for a drunken night that required her brother help her home.
In a blog entry on her official MySpace page
posted Wednesday, Allen, 23, says she feels "awful" for being "very drunk" at the Glamour
Women of the Year Awards in London.
"Last time I wrote here, I was defending my honor and dignity
, explaining my innocence and also outrage at the press for insinuating my behavior was embarrassing," she wrote, referring to being criticized for topless photos. "This time I'm putting my hands up, I got very drunk last night, too drunk. It's not cool getting that drunk."
The "Smile" singer, donning hot pink hair, won the editor's special prize for her multi-faceted career, before being carried out of the ceremony.
Allen thanked her younger brother, Alfie for coming to the rescue and helping her arrive home safely. She also warned readers about the effects of drinking too much, but said the event was "fun."
"Kids, drink responsibly or you'll end up looking like this, not pretty!," Allen wrote. "Was quite fun though, from what I can remember."
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