01/10/2009 at 02:20 PM EST
What's plaguing Lindsay Lohan
's mind these days? It's the curious ways of the paparazzi and tabloids, says the actress.
After denying reports
she had split with Samantha Ronson earlier this week, Lohan ponders the question in her MySpace blog
why the tabloids and paparazzi create false information and drama about her.
"Head games – that's what the tabloids and pap's play with everyone .... don't they?" Lohan, 22, writes. "Everyone plays games, but it gets to the point sometimes when you just want to know why."
Troubled, the Mean Girls
star spent a sleepless night this week in front of the TV watching Without a Trace,
which she proclaims to "love this show" and calls Anthony LaPaglia's character Jack Malone "boss."
And to help ease her curiosity, Lohan writes that she fittingly listened to the song "Head Games" by the rock band Foreigner.