01/12/2009 at 05:00 PM EST
"Since I was 15 years old, all I wanted was to find the guy I was going to marry. My heart got broken so many times because I put so much pressure on it. And then … I got blindsided. [ Hayes MacArthur] showed me the way, and all was right. This is how it's supposed to be."
star Ali Larter opens up about fiancé Hayes MacArthur in Cosmopolitan
's February cover story where she is named Fun Fearless Female of the Year.