Kelly Osbourne: Matthew Mosshart Is the Only Boyfriend Who Hasn't Used Me
05/28/2013 AT 08:55 AM EDT
"He just wants to love me, and I just wanted to be loved by him," Osbourne, 28, tells Cosmopolitan in its July issue, of rumored fiancé, Matthew Mosshart.
"Every single other guy I've dated has wanted something from me. They'd call people I know and ask for favors. I'd have to say, 'Trust me. Telling someone you are my boyfriend isn't going to get you very far.' "
Mosshart may be a sure thing, but Osbourne is a bit torn on the topic of getting pregnant.
Holding nothing back, she says, "I do want babies, butI don't want a great big vagina."
While the former reality star's love life appears to be in tact, she's had a recent bump in the road with her family life.
Her father, Ozzy Osbourne, recently admitted he'd been "drinking and taking drugs" for the last year and a half.
"I love and respect that he's honest enough to say, 'Yes, I did this. It was my fault,' " Kelly says. "He's a real man. Most people would hide, and he doesn't. It doesn't make me love him any less. It took a long time to get to that place, but I understand it now. And my mother does, too."
Adds Kelly, "It made me break down and cry when my parents, rather than the Boston Marathon, were on the cover of the British newspapers. People lost their children from a terrorist attack."