The 19-year-old mogul, in an interview with the fashion monthly W, acknowledges: "I miss him and I love him and I don't speak with him anymore. It's a hurtful and painful subject. … This is a hard time for me." As for Paris, she says, "we're not talking."
In going back to California, Olsen says, "I'm happy that I kind of realized that, okay, I just need to take care of myself right now. I need to be able to go to yoga and work out and just read scripts and go on auditions."
The less-stressful life, she says, is "what makes me happy. You know? Like, (school) papers don't really make me happy."
When asked if leaving NYU had anything to do with Mary-Kate's health, Pagnotta said, "No, it doesn't, and this is the most important thing. She's not reentering any kind of treatment facility or anything like that."
The summer before classes began, Mary-Kate checked into the Cirque Lodge rehab facility in Sundance, Utah, for treatment of an eating disorder. During her first semester, she continued her after-care treatment with access to two teams of therapists, nutritionists and eating coaches in L.A. and New York, PEOPLE reported at the time.
Mary-Kate and Ashley began attending NYU in September 2004.